One of the points in this article is that how we feel about God on our bad days ( “God hates me,””God is disappointed with me”), is actually an indication of how we truly feel about the Lord. And we can’t improve our understanding of and our attitude toward God until we identify our areas of doubt and weakness. From Grace Life International……….

https://www.gracelifeinternational.com/the-god-you-really-believe-is-the-one-you-view-on-your-worst-days